Do I feel love?
Do I want love?
Can I give love?
Can I experience love?
Of course! I think. I have to admit that there are times when I do, I can, I want to, I wonder. Sometimes it is all I can do to practice self-love. Boy, that one is THE hardest thing to do at times. Sometimes, it is my perception of love that blinds me, gets in my way, blocks me, makes me craaaaa-zeeee!!
Sometimes I just have to act as if .... as if I know, as if I can, as if I do, as if I will. That helps me get through the moment, the hour, the day, the evening. And then I get to get up and do it all over again!
I am grateful that I get to do that. I am grateful that I have the capacity to believe. The capacity to WANT to believe. I know my Higher Power wants wonderful things for me .... but I have to "let it begin with me" (isn't that an Al-Anon slogan??)
I also get to practice these actions, these thoughts, these concepts, these behaviors .... yes, practice and repeat and practice and repeat. These things I am seeking - to see, to feel, to believe, to experience - they WILL come to pass .... in time. Not necessarily when I WANT them .... but perhaps when I am "ready" for them.
Practice some self-love today!! Practice and repeat - practice and repeat - practice and repeat....
